Then & Now

When everybody already far apart coz of study or working, that's make us find a hard time 2 make a reunion and maybe hard 2 hang out together with our old frenz..isn't it??

"OLD FRENZ"...??

Who??

What i meant here is schoolmates..besties..

What else??

hurmm...

"DULU LAEN, SKRG LAEN"....??

knape ek??

How could it be??

dulu punya la rapat..ngam la kata org..

but now?

hampeh.. (jgn terasa) its generally.

"UNTONG LA"....??

haa...ape yg untong?

em, untong la sbb there r some were closer..

not as far as whom r stdy nun jauh..

cian kan...

closer dpt la hang out sesame..meet here, meet there.

juz call, then "set"..

meet me there..haa, sng!

"SUSAH..MCM2 LA".....??

reasons......banyak....

sorry, got works to do..

sorry, x free la..

sorry, da janji dgn org laen..

sorry, sorry, sorry....

"Ya..ya...ya...rite"..

p/s : for those who read this, jgn la terasa kerana bkn anda.. sape dia?? biar rhsia. He knows everything. =))

"He" = Allah. =))

mood : bad

sy nk nanges!!

nk nanges!!

xske la camni..... huuuuuuu.... ape ni????

leh x sy nk awk taw bnda ni???

nape awk xtaw??

n wat xtaw???

benci!!

Darkness cloud around me.

i'm sad..

i'm disappointed..

i'm crying..

i'm hurt..

i'm done..

why??

Allah knows bout dat..

Let it just be..

This is de best.

I'm sorry..

I have to..

But then, i'm de one who guilty.

i'm de one who feel so bad.

i'm bad person..

dnt deny it 2 make me feel good..

U hurt inside..

Me too..

Both of us hurting each other without realize it.

I feel lost..

Lost something..

I dnt know how 2 get it back.

Since its go far away from me.

Hurts me a lot when i see u..

I wana cry n cry n cry..

For how long???

Is it what i want?? Is it what u want??

I don't know..

Whatever it is, don't mind what r u gonna think bout me,

i give it all to Him.

He knows de best.

I guess u don't know what is inside me..

U may think other reason..

But for me, its not like de -ve-bad-thing like u thought.

Hmm..

Sorry..

Seems to be de hardest word 2 let it out.

I meant it..

I'm sorry for everything.

( - _ - )

p/s : i love u.