i still love you ... actually ...
Just like what i said in my CD that i gave to u long time ago ...
I do love you, but i scared. U know why ?? Because i know, maybe it's not like that from u ..
Hmmm ... I just can keep silent my deep feelings, or maybe just buried it ..
Every time u ask me, every time i will say "NO..I'M NOT".
What can i do ?? Only by answering that ..
Ya, it will hurt me a lot without telling the truth ..
Either telling the truth or not , the hurt u'll get is the same ..
unless u will get the good feedback, just like u want. =)
It's kind of complicated feelings that i felt. But, i don't want to think bout that.. The more i think, the more i will sad .. because of the fear ..
So, just keep silent & follow the flow of the time .. if u & him is made for each other, he will be yours .. keep praying .. =)
If not , u have to accept the Qada' n Qadar Allah . He knows the best for u ..
Just keep praying for the good ones..
"i wish u could be mine.....miss u"
