stop it!

StopHurtingMe.ThankYouVeryMuch.I'mSickOfYou.Don'tYouGetIt?!!!!!

DamnLa.AkuBenciKauLaWeyh.PergiLaJauh2!!

Don't be.

DEPAN-DEPAN @ LUARAN @ PHYSICALLY ...

senyum,

gelak ketawa,

bahagia,

busy,

tenang,

seems ok & fine,

seronok je ..

hahahaha .. =D

BELAKANG @ DALAMAN ...

i'm not ok,

disappointed,

unhappy,

empty in a spot ..

( da terlepas 2 peluang )

hmm .. : (

Rindu? i hate it.

it just came out suddenly ..

when i'm alone ,

sometimes it makes me to think bout u .

tomorrow & tomorrow & tomorrow ..

far & far & far away ..

and u disappeared just like that .

no ! not u .

i'm the one who make myself disappeared .

i do miss u

i wish u were here .. with me .

but , it can't be .

how sad , isn' it ??

don't worry bout me. now, it's all yours ..

i wish i could turn back the time .

but it is impossible .

if it could be , i don't want to make the same mistakes

i admit that. now i hate u so much.

when the time is come ,

i do miss u.

but i hate u.

i'm not talking bout u .

or u ..

neither u nor u ..

it's all bout him .

not he , or he , or he .

it's him .

i hate to admit that sometimes i really missing u.

ouh ! let it go .

just stay the way i am rite now .

busy bebenor ..

Penat la saya dari minggu lepas ..

Penat + busy + pening + masalah

training sukan untuk SAF lagi .

Meeting sana sini .

Aiyoo .. Yang penting, badan ni haa penat da .

Mata plak da macam MATA PANDA .

Ade je kerja nak kena buat sehingga buatkan aku kurang tido .

Test + quiz + project

Cess ~

Tapi elok gak busy2 ni ..

AT LEAST SAYA DAPAT LUPAKAN MASALAH PERIBADI & DIA ..

Woott .. woott .. Da x cantik da mata ni .

Hehe .. Jadi burung hantu camni .. O.o

Hahahaha .. Bye !

aku lagi yg kena?

kenapa aku ?

ape aku da buat ?

i do nothing ok !!

why i've been treated like this ?

i know nothing .. suddenly u wana put blame on me ?

come on la ..

penat la macam ni .

saya da la banyak masalah , tambah plak masalah baru yg masih panas lagi .

Now awak plak nak tambah kan lagi beban kt saya ??

Please la . Kalau marah , cakap la terus terang . Apa yg wat awak x puas aty .

Tolong la !

Jangan la senyap je . Hm ..

Ish ! Semua sama je perangai .

Macam ape jer. Adoiiii .... !!

hurt .. again

there is nothing much i can say . speechless . wordless .

sadness . heartbroken .

so much hurt that i get .

please .. stop it . enough la . don't play with my little heart !

i'm so tired carrying this painful inside ..

i'm just a normal human being .

sometimes we dare to take risks even though we know that we'll get pain from it .

i'm not strong enough to handle this alone .

how could u do this to me ? why ?

u are mean . cruel .

i do look okay outside .. but u don't know the truth lies inside of me .

ya, u think that i'm fine . can haha here, haha there with me .

But , i'm not happy as u thought .

Now, sangat2 la sakit hati , kecewa , sedih sangat !

From now on, memang saya xnk tegur awak . Seriously .

Saya xnk tengok awak lagi !!!

Saya biarkan awak dgn hidup awak yg penuh masalah tu .

Don't ever try to find me whenever u facing probs .

I mean it !!

u make me cry .. so many times .. i hate u !!

Go away !!

:'(

i wish there is someone who could make me happy .

please .

i just wana be happy .

( - _ - )

aKu sUka Dia.. :)

ni lagu Ainan Tasneem la .. : )

Aku lihat dia di sana

Aku ingin mendekatinya

Aku cuba menghampirinya

Lalu aku menyapa dia

Dia pun membuka bicara

Dan aku mulai mengenalnya

Kita mulai bermain mata

Mula timbul rasa bahagia

Bila dia, mendekati diriku,

Hatiku rasa sesuatu

Bila dia, senyum pada diriku

Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Kekadang hati ku bertanya

Adakah dia dah berpunya

Kerana diriku berasa

Aku jatuh hati padanya

Aku ingin memilikinya

Aku ingin menjaga dia

Aku ingin mencinta dia

Aku ingin hidup dengannya

Bila dia, mendekati diriku,

Hatiku rasa sesuatu

Bila dia, senyum pada diriku

Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Mungkinkah aku, kan berjumpa dengannya

Untuk meluahkan rasa

Mungkinkah aku, kan berdiam diri saja

Menunggu cinta darinya

Ku terima satu nota..darimu..

Yang tertulis ‘Aku suka kamu’

Bila dia, mendekati diriku,

Hatiku rasa sesuatu

Bila dia, senyum pada diriku

Hatiku rasa tak menentu

Akhirnya kini, ku kan mampu ceria

Diriku sangat gembira

Akhirnya kini, aku mulai bahagia,

Menerima cinta darinya.. Aku suka dia…

coming soon

coming soon ?? Wah .. da macam cerita kat wayang la pulak .

hahaha ...

nothing much , nothing less , neither long nor short ,

waiting for the next new semester .

coming soonnnn ...

he'll coming .

yeayyy !!! hehe. Miss him so much .

sapa dia ni ?? comel kan ..

comel kan kami ?? haha .. pasan je. Tapi kebenaran okae . ^ _ ^

Dear la .. Dia ni adik angkat saya dari melaka la. hehehe!!

Dia amek fast track nanti. :D

Coming soon ..

Tak sabar nak tunggu . : )

rezeki aku .. :)

Semalam, 14/11/2011 ..

Ada selection futsal FSKM untuk SAF ..

I'm not hoping too high to get selected. But, rezeki ..

I was selected for futsal .

Alhamdulillah .. ^ _ ^

It was raining yesterday..kitorang pon main redah je hujan2 tu.

Main la jugak futsal dalam hujan.

Ha'ah kan, sonok giler main dalam hujan.

Pastu, sbb kan court yg basah n air bertakung .... mmg sedap r!

Banyak kali aku jatuh accident .

Ceyh !

Anyway, best !! :)

ouch .. hepy ouh !

saya gembira sangat. hahaha ..

bahagia la kot. hahaha ..

sebab ape? sebab dia still ingat kat saya .. i thought he forgot me.

hehe .. he's busy lately, but when he contact me lately, ouhhh!

that's sweet ....... =D

Mesti korang nak tahu sape kan...kan???!!!

hahaha..

DIA IALAH MY MR. UK.. A.K.A MR. OVERSEA. Don't be jealous ! :D

i'm happy .. fullstop .. !!

kbye!

kembalinya aku..

hey there.. ! i'm back again .. ! haha .. how's ur raya korban? Haa..mesti berkorban diet dgn makan sebape byk yg mungkin.. muahahaha!

Ok, let's begin ..

See, i told to myself before the cuti raya, " i need rest .. i need a break .. i need a well sleep .. i need peaceful .. then, i know she will come back .. "

" who is she ?? do we know her ?? "

ouh .. NO !! only me know her well.

She is the person that i respect most ! (tabik spring la wa ckp sama lu) hahaha ..

where had she been all this time??

why she left me since the beginning of my degree?? ouh. siot !

" really ? why ? then what happen to u ? "

haaa .. my life was misery along the time she left me. I don't know .. i'm not myself ..

i couldn't focus, i couldn't reach the best of me, i fall down badly .. hm

" that's bad enough .. "

Ya .. of course ! Haha ..

But, like i told myself before, yess ... she's back !! Ouh . Grateful . I really2 need her .

Yeay, i'm happy .. tak terkata mak . Ngee ~~

" ouh .. that's great ! hehe .. "

she is the strongest girl ..

she is the most powerful girl ..

she is the most happy-go-lucky girl ..

she can makes others laugh , happy , enjoy ..

she know how to manage all the things or matters well enough ..

especially when it comes bout heart & feeling , she's the best !

sgt tabah , sgt penyabar , sgt coooolllll ... haha !! Strong minded she have. =)

" wow .. who is she ?? we really2 wana know .. "

ape la korang ni. hehe ! relax la .. nak kasi tau la nie haaaa ..

She is the actually me .. The real of myself .. The old me .. That's me ..

selama aku dekat shah alam tu, itu bukan aku yg sebenarnya .

now baru aku dapat diri aku yg sebetulnya .

yesss!!! hahahaha ....

okae .. sekian .. adios ! muahx2 !!

( i could be bad .. watch out then .. nice with me, i'll be nice with u ..

u give me shit, i give u hell .. )

short wish

SelamatMenyambutHariRayaKorban..SalamAidilAdhaKepadaSemuaYe..!!!

OkaeBye!

Salam.

sakit la..

saya sakit la..

awak tahu ke tidak??!!!!

sakit & sakit & sakit

awak tak nampak pon kan. kenapa? sebab saya taknak tunjuk.

nanti awak risau.

sakit yang takde ubat.

awak je buleh ubatkan.

paham x?!!!

pain killer..versi ayat!

tiap kali sakit je, nak kena amek ubat. Asik2 ubat je...lama2 mati sbbkn ubat terlebey dlm badan.

muahaha!

I HATE MEDICINE..!!!!

but this time,

i don't need those medicines to cure my heart.

i don't need the pills, syrups, injections or whatsoever.

"only a bit of wisdom quote..

+

encouraging words.."

as example, one of my friend had post these words on her FB.

so, i take these as the cure for my heart.

plus with the quote down here.

Ya, in the end..the best action can be taken is.......

A SMILE !!!!

u know what, i'm grateful even though i got this kind of condition that happen to me.

why??

because i know Allah is love me more..

by this, Allah always remind me to always remember Him..

not forgetting Him..

So, i'm strong..inside..have to! Don't show the weakness of urself plss.

:)