after a long time i keep trying 2 b okae, at last, yesterday, it revealed everything..
it is de worst time ever..de worst feelink i ever had.
i'm so so so so much damn sad!!
i cried a lot yesterday..
let me tel de date..10 sept 2009..a bad nite 4 me..!
i'm so regret 4 wut i'd lied 2 him yesterday..
there is notink gud effect dat i want from him..
worthless! useless! meaningless!
AAARRGGHHHH...!!
i never feel like dis b4..damn sad..
y he like dat? mayb juz wasting my time lovin him so much..
i dnt noe y i stil love him..
YA ALLAH, PLEASE TAKE AWAY MY LOVE FEELINK TOWARDS HIM..!
huhuhu..if it true dat he was not 4 me in my life, plz take away my love..
I'M SO SAD, SO BROKEN..
dis is my confession of a broken heart.
SOMETIMES I PRETEND TO BE OKAE..
NEVER SHOW MY TEARS, SADNESS..
BUT AFTER ALL THIS, I JUZ TIRED..
N I JUZ BE MYSELF..
