hurt .. again

there is nothing much i can say . speechless . wordless .

sadness . heartbroken .

so much hurt that i get .

please .. stop it . enough la . don't play with my little heart !

i'm so tired carrying this painful inside ..

i'm just a normal human being .

sometimes we dare to take risks even though we know that we'll get pain from it .

i'm not strong enough to handle this alone .

how could u do this to me ? why ?

u are mean . cruel .

i do look okay outside .. but u don't know the truth lies inside of me .

ya, u think that i'm fine . can haha here, haha there with me .

But , i'm not happy as u thought .

Now, sangat2 la sakit hati , kecewa , sedih sangat !

From now on, memang saya xnk tegur awak . Seriously .

Saya xnk tengok awak lagi !!!

Saya biarkan awak dgn hidup awak yg penuh masalah tu .

Don't ever try to find me whenever u facing probs .

I mean it !!

u make me cry .. so many times .. i hate u !!

Go away !!

:'(

i wish there is someone who could make me happy .

please .

i just wana be happy .

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