just for mama .. Happy Birthday!

since today, 23rd February 2012, is my Mama's birthday..

She already 52 years old.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

so, not much .. i want to dedicate that song to her.

MAMA ... I LOVE YOU !

mana 1 ni ?

Which one ??

SAVE MONEY or USE IT FOR A PRESENT ??

( i mean birthday present for her)

SAVE MONEY .. because .... i don't have much until i get the loan ..

if i use it, big probability i will have very2 least money

for my spending along the semester

before the PTPTN's..

aisshhhh .... !

USE IT FOR A PRESENT .. she really2 want that kind of present ..

hurmmmm .. should i buy or shouldn't i ??

or should i buy another present ??

aisshhhh .... !

sad .. again ?

suddenly i want to confess something here ..

it is really2 make me sad, or quite sad when u are closed enough with someone, but then he thinking of someone else ..

whenever i ask him, is he like or admire someone else ?

he keep saying NOP !

Hurmmmm ... i don't know . I'M SAD RIGHT NOW !!

( - _ - )

Well, what can i do ?

I only can pretend that i'm ok on the outside .. while the truth is ..

I AM REALLY2 HURT INSIDE !!

don't u get it ??? Hmm ... :'(